*MONDAY - march 17, 2008
this was probably my worst day so far... nagiba na schedule ng pasok ko.. and i hate it! taong gabi ako.. at hindi basta basta i set ang body clock mo na kelangan n nyang magising ng 4:30am na almost 1 year nya ginagawa na 5am cya natutulog. but since i have no choice so i need to wake up early para makapag- in ako sa opis ng exactly 7am but the worst thing is... nagising ako that day ng 6am.. at sa bagal kong kumilos... imposibleng umabot ako sa opis ng exactly 7am.. but thank God.. late lang ako ng 10mins.. (record breaking na paliligo ang ginawa ko)haha
but the worst thing came at 8:30am.. 1st day today ng bagong program with pay.. and every seconds count.. napansin ko na nagpafluctuate ang signal ko but i didn't do anything kasi hindi ko nmn alam ang gagawin ko.. (tonta!) my boss came at nagtanong cya bakit ganun.. at wala akong maisagot! i just thought kasi na siguro pagumaga mahina ang microwave signals.. tanga ko talaga... at un na... kelangan namin maaus un before 9am but we're too late.. kelangan na namin magsign-on but too bad.. nawala kami sa ere.. my problem nga ung equipments namin.. i wanted to help pero anu naman matutulong ko? hindi naman ako nakikialam sa mga wirings sa opis namin... he's asking me different tools at hindi ko alam kung saan nakalagay and i bet my partner that didn't know it also and everything that was happening kasi nakaupo lang sya at sumasagot ng telepono.. parang call center agent! at noon ko lang din narining magmura ung boss ko.. kaya i know it was really serious!
i know it was somehow my fault.. kasi almost 1 year na ko sa opis pero mukha para pa din akong baguhan.. at nahihiya na ako dahil everyday i love you na akong mukhang tanga.. nadepress talaga ako that day.. kinausap pa kami nung VP for operations.. tinanong nya kung kaya daw ba nmin mag-operate ng walang supervisions ng mga seniors (dahil my trip to palawan lahat ng boss) at magpapaiwan daw sya pagsumagot kami ng hindi.. syempre kawawa nmn cya diba? i know wala na silang tiwala sa akin.. and i know i have to do something to redeem myself kaya lang ano naman? haay... haaay talaga! shit happens and it happens when you least expected it.. pero my words of wisdom ung isa kong boss.. sabi nya: don't let one failure puts you down instead accept it as a challenge.
3 comments:
dear kat,
wag mo damdamin yan. it's all work and i bet professional naman ang boss mo. and if u feel stupid, pakitang gilas ka dapat nxtime.
kung nde ko nafeel na mukhang kong tanga b4 sa team ko, di sna ko ngstrive para mtuto ng skills ko ngaun. wel for you, lesson learned the hard way.
new entry ko. thanks sa comment sa trend entry..
http://riandrew.blogspot.com/2008/03/blog-post.html
di ko nga alam kung anong pakitang gilas ung gagawin ko... haay! screw work! at korek ka.. lesson learned the hard way! =) miss na pala kita.. =)
kat ur not stupid!it just so happen na beginner ka pa lang s industry na yan, alam ko u won't learn it overnight not even after a year...just be patient.. work hard for your experience..dun tlga nakukuha ang learning. GOD bless..=)
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