thief for a day

i never taught na mahirap pala ang trabaho ng mga akyat bahay gang.. at hindi nila ako tatanggapin dahil ang bagal kong magbukas ng sirang door knob..haha
i assumed that this was just an ordinary day until ava got stuck up sa banyo namin at akala namin we will wait for a couple of hours para mabuksan ung pinto dahil unfortunately si anjo (her brother) lang ang nakakabukas nun! luckily(?) si gab (na isa pang housemate sa bahay ni kuya) ay nakulong din the other day at napanood ko kung pano binuksan ni anjo ang pinto.. but it never occured to me that i will be able to try that trick dahil sa palagay ko.. hindi ko un kayang gawin. but since we have no choice dahil papasok ako kanina at hindi ko naman pwedeng iwan si ava na nakakulong sa banyo.. ngtry na din ako.. at kahit matagal at maingay ang pagbubukas ko ng pinto.. at least we made it! but unfortunately for me i'm late for work (anyway, what's new?)hahaha

conclusion

don't under estimate the thieves.. because it really need a special talent na makapagnakaw within 3 minutes na walang nakakakita at nakakarinig..haha

and

practice makes perfect!hahaha

mood swing

i sometimes wonder just how many people had the chance to do whatever they like or had an interest doing such things they need to do?

and unfortunately I AM NOT ONE OF THEM!

since i enter college and took up engineering.. that's when i know.. i'm destined to be doomed! well (unfortunately again) i finished it on time amidst all the tears and fears and the cheating and cutting classes.. bonus pa.. i have a license! na up to this time i still can't believe it na meron nga talaga ako.. na para bang everything is falling into their right places.. but actually.. they're not! i have this feeling that i don't really belong here.. dahil hangang ngaun hindi ko pa din naapreaciate kung anu ba magagawa ng frequency and bandwidth sa buhay ko.. (well except of course na my sahod ako every fifteen days because of them..haha) but really i just don't get it!

i just want to be a cashier.. (haha.. stupid dreams!) anyway.. that's what i like.. a job na may kinalaman sa pera at pagkakaperahan.. (ok.. mukha na akong pera! so what?haha) at least makakarelate ako... and i will absolutely know kung ano ba magagawa ng pera sa buhay ko..=)
o kaya naman taga tupi ng towels ( sa another country syempre).. at least i won't be here in front of computer at 4:00 am researching anything about broadcasting.

ok..ok.. i can't do anything about all this things right now.. i'm an engineer (and not some kind of a cashier) and i have a job far from what i really like most.. but eventually.. and in fairness naman.. my job was -err - is far from being a complicated one.. except of course to some technical part.. and to some awkward moment na i look stupid in front of my boss..hehe i'm having a second tought.. and i admit i'm pretty stupid most of the times and especially for thinking that i had the worst job ever.. because really.. IT'S NOT! i just hope that i will come to my senses SOON! and i won't do anything that i will regret... err.. i really hope so.. =)

Amusement Park Mania

i don't know what Christmas season brings and everyone are going gaga over carnivals! and it doesn't spare me either. being one of those people whose searching for some breathtaking carnival rides which can make my insides go churning..

there goes the ever classic enchanted kingdom. pero parang wala nmng epekto ung mga rides dun.. we just go there for the sake of quality time with friends which we haven't seen for quite sometime and breaking away from the city even for a short period of time.

then recently we went to global fun carnival.. at kahit hndi ganun kafriendly ang mga tao dun because we had a hard time taking our own pictures dahil pahirapan makisuyo magpapictures sa kanila at konti ang rides na pwedeng sakyan.. well i can say ok nmn ang iilang mga rides dun. ung feeling na lalabas na ung gusto mong isuka.. hahaha gross! and i also learned that aside from choclates, riding sa nakakamatay na rides can somehow help you forget your broken heart. believe me.. wala ka talaga maiisip pag nakasakay ka na dun kundi bumaba.hahaha

i'm just wondering what are those people thinking when they invented those rides.. are they bored? or they just want to have fun? or are they brokenhearted too? but whatever their reasons are. thanks to them anyway.. and i'm looking forward in another carnival rides na mamamatay ako sa takot..hehe

7 years of bad luck

i just broke our mirror.. and as the old saying goes.. once you break a glass it means that it's 7 years of bad luck! 7 years! grabe.. 22? (^_^) na ko ngaun.. it means 29 na ko pag nawala ung bad luck? i wonder what else will happen to me when i feel that i already had my share of misfortune and misadventure. Being an optimistic once..i just want to look at the other side of this picture.. maybe that was the end of whatever curse(?) i'm experiencing now.haha anyway... maybe it's better not to think about it and let the fate take it's course... and before i forgot.. punta pala akong divisoria ngaun.. bibili ako ng salamin..

when once upon a time was just a once upon a time

once upon a time

when i was a little younger i like to read love stories which the main characters are friends or best friends. para kasing ang saya na you will fell in love with someone who knows you really well. and i find myself wishing sometimes, if only if, i can find my own best friend which can turn out into my true to life prince charming even though i know it's quite impossible. then one day.. i met this one person that i'm really comfortable with.. someone whom can make me laugh the hardest, whom i can be just stupid as i really am. someone who turns out to be my almost bestfriend. and so it happened.. the one i wish once upon a time.. and then i fell in love with a friend but unlike to the stories i've read before it doesn't turned out the way i've wished it to be.. i screw up the friendship and no matter how hard i try to bring it all back the way it was before it really can't be and the prince i've wished before was belong to someone else's story.



when the fairy tale was ended

i'm not really a mellow dramatic person.. but god i'm hurting.. i really am.. i want to cry maybe after crying hard and as tears run dry maybe the hurt will be gone as well. but how can you forget the person you love like almost forever? i read from ava's blog that when you delete the text message from the past, it can really help you removed a great burden. but how can i do that when those things are really the one who kept me going everyday? the one which reminds me that in one point of my life i almost met the one i've wished for once upon a time. but i know that one of this days i have to do it.. i have to stop hoping, i have to stop crying and i have to forget him.. maybe by doing that i will be able to wish for another fairy tale and maybe this time i will not be the wicked witch in the eyes of my prince charming.

New Years Break Over

all's well that ends well and my new year's break as well.. but the previous year brought a lot of adventures and misadventures too.

there goes the ever tiring job hunting. the nerve wrecking interviews, being a probinsyana who wakes up at 6am at sunday! being in and out of job, the resignation letter, the AWOL, the short live 'love affair' and realizing that i'm still in love with the one who gets away. getting the first pay check , meeting a lot of people and being friends with them. finding a new job, being a manilenia once again, mingling with friends and having clash with them then missing them once again, meeting the old college buddies and realizing that things aren't the same when we're still students and wishing that we're student's once more. missing my family, crying because of harry potter, hating someone then loving them once again, shopping!, coffee break which turns out to be the our favorite pastime and tambayan. watching your friends cry that you wanted to cry with them also. eating in fancy restaurants, being awake all night, being annoyed with your friends then missing them once more, watching movies alone, laughing out loud, annoying your boss, being late, never ending kwentuhan with ava, tinliit & tin laki, paying your own bills, being depressed then feeling high as well, most of all loving the life you have and feeling good whatever things may come your way.

last year made me realized that things changed as you allowed them to. and that thought me that you must be responsible with every action you make. nevertheless have fun.. life is short make the most of it.