Series of Unfortunate Events

Bakit kaya hindi na holiday ng December 26? At bakit kaya my pasok n nmn ako at kelangan ko ng bumalik ulit ng Manila? At bakit kaya umuulan?

That’s all started my series of unfortunate events.

I need to go back to manila ulet dahil nga my pasok so I need an urgent manicure which was the reason why I am late ng 1.5 hours sa opis, dahil hinintay ko pa ung manicurista na nglalaba ng sangkatutak na damit, at malas lang.. hindi din ako namanicuran. Then bigla umulan ng malakas so I need to use my payong na oh soo mahal.. (dahil automatic cya) at dahil water is dripping all over nilagay ko muna sya sa gilid ng upuan ko sa bus.. but then I realize nawawala ung MEDIA id ko (na nawala ko yata nun Dec 25).. nawindang ang beauty ko.. bumaba ako sa masikip na bus without my payong dahil sa kakaisip ko kung san ko naiwan ung id ko. And now I don’t have everything.. my Id, my payong, at sira ang mga kuko ko.. ayaw ko tuloy lumabas muna ulit ng bahay.. I’m wondering anong kamalasan n nmn mangyayari sa akin? ahahaha

All I Want for Christmas

Guess who’s the last person who greets me last Christmas? It’s HIM! Him as in the person I wish I can spend every morning I wake up, him as in someone I like, 48 years ago pa and for a million reasons it can’t be.. Not now, not ever, not in this lifetime. And for some unknown reasons I still like him nevertheless. Well I didn’t expect na i-greet nya pa ko that day… and I kinda soothe myself na pag di nya ko binati ng Christmas maybe It's a sign that I should let go of whatever feeling I have for him. Pero binati nya nga ako.. at syempre ang saya ko! Uy kilig! Kahit wala akong mga xmas gift natanggap.. at wala akong Noche Buena aus na din.. and then I thought.. what’s the meaning? Pano na ung mga sign ko.. what’s this all about? At xempre.. quality tym ulit kahit sa txt lang.. with every hope na he will txt back and luckily he txt back.. but when I told him I miss him and will I ever see him again? oopps.. I said the wrong magic words.. and God knows when will I ever hear from him again.

Is it Christmas?

It’s Christmas Eve and guess where I am? Unlike other people whose busy preparing their Noche Buena I’m at the office working! Haay.. feeling ko nun ako pinakamalungkot na tao sa buong mundo. Without family, and friends, and worst no food and picture taking and fancy dresses! Even my hershey's chocolate didn’t able to cure my misery! Kakaasar talaga ung panahon na un… di ko maexplain.. pero kakaasar talaga! And I can’t even compose my own personal greetings to everyone.

Anyway bumawi nmn ng Christmas morning.. There’s no place like home talaga… aside dun sa nadala sa hospital ung kapatid ko everything turns out to be ok nmn. kahit di ako natulog.. ayos lang basta I can spend quality time with the family.. di ko nga lang nakita ung mga friends ko sa bataan (and I miss them..really…) kasi I can’t be in too many places at once diba?haha another good thing about Christmas is all those foods.. ung feeling na you like to eat everything and nothing at once? Saka unlike those past Christmas… wala na kong napamaskuha! 200 lang pilit pa! which makes me wish i'm still younger. tapos talo pa ko sa bingo.. wala talaga kong luck nun.. pero aus lang masaya pa din nmn..

And finally I’m able to create my Christmas message to everyone! Di ko na nga lang nasend ng traditional 12 o’clock but it’s still Christmas Day right? =)

all the crazyness and all that

i dont' know why i'm doing this... maybe i'm crazy.. maybe i am... =)