once upon a time
when i was a little younger i like to read love stories which the main characters are friends or best friends. para kasing ang saya na you will fell in love with someone who knows you really well. and i find myself wishing sometimes, if only if, i can find my own best friend which can turn out into my true to life prince charming even though i know it's quite impossible. then one day.. i met this one person that i'm really comfortable with.. someone whom can make me laugh the hardest, whom i can be just stupid as i really am. someone who turns out to be my almost bestfriend. and so it happened.. the one i wish once upon a time.. and then i fell in love with a friend but unlike to the stories i've read before it doesn't turned out the way i've wished it to be.. i screw up the friendship and no matter how hard i try to bring it all back the way it was before it really can't be and the prince i've wished before was belong to someone else's story.
when the fairy tale was ended
i'm not really a mellow dramatic person.. but god i'm hurting.. i really am.. i want to cry maybe after crying hard and as tears run dry maybe the hurt will be gone as well. but how can you forget the person you love like almost forever? i read from ava's blog that when you delete the text message from the past, it can really help you removed a great burden. but how can i do that when those things are really the one who kept me going everyday? the one which reminds me that in one point of my life i almost met the one i've wished for once upon a time. but i know that one of this days i have to do it.. i have to stop hoping, i have to stop crying and i have to forget him.. maybe by doing that i will be able to wish for another fairy tale and maybe this time i will not be the wicked witch in the eyes of my prince charming.
2 comments:
kat i had no idea that behind your smiles, you were feeling all these.looks like i've really missed much.im sorry to here that,makes me feel sad that i claim to be your friend yet i wasn't there for you especially at times you were down.but hey, you know what,you're gonna get over it, it may feel as if n hindi right now pero i know that time and SOMEONE would eventually take all that pain.i've been there, holding on to something even it pains me.but look at me now, i'm very happy, and you will be too. and remember it doesn't take someone for you to be happy!the next time you meet a prince, it wouldn't be a fairy tale but something real. just have faith and pray.take care always!!!miss u so...=)
au! you dont have to feel guilty for all the things na nangyayari sa akin na hindi kita kasama.. =) and don't worry.. which doesn't kill me makes me stronger.. *wink miss you too!=)
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