missing and missing them still...

my girlfriends favorite pose. :)

say what? it's been 2 months++ since i last saw my closest college friends... and i miss them terribly. they are those people i'm with during those college days we struggle (sa pangongopya at pangongodiko) at paghahanap ng mga gagawa ng projects namin kasehodang magbayad kami ng 3thousand sa walang kwentang flash project o kaya naman magbenta kami ng friend.haha Sometimes i wonder if we all have different personality or we jive because we had this thing in common..

wala akong magawa right at this moment so better be, i write something for them. it's time to know who they are and why i love them so much: (in order of appearance..hehe)

LHEA: i met her first nun enrollment ng mga freshmen sa plm, kala ko ate sya ni josef(ex nya). then i met her again nun 1st day ng class.. that was the moment i knew we're destined to be friends. di na kami nghiwalay after nun.. she looked like a bully kasi mukha syang mataray.. kala mo gimikera syang sobra pero wag ka, metrobar palang nararating nya hangang ngaun.haha masyado lang syang pranka so sometimes people often misjudge her, but really she's a good person..my pagkatanga nga lang minsan.haha

AU: classmate ko sya forever. kahit magreshuffle ang blocks..hindi pwedeng hindi kami magkasama. nameet namin sya ni lhea nun mga panahon na naghahanap kami ng NR. hindi ko alam kung sinong tontacles ang nagsabi na ang NR ay Nursing Room when in fact Engineering freshmen kami. First day ng college life nagcutting class kame.haha hindi sya nagmumura pero napagmura ko sya nun nagkacrush ako ky JOEY. kasama ko sya magstalk ng mga crush namin dati.. pero ngaun hindi na kasi my love of her life na sya.hehe she's one the person i trust most..

XY: she's the sosyalera turned taong kanto turned hooker ng mga bading.ahaha puro mcdo lang kinakain nya nun unang panahon.. pero wala syang choice nun naging friends nya kami ayaw namin ng Mcdo dati. natuto sya kumain sa 664 at jollibee.. but later it turns out kami naipluwensyahan nya.. favorite na din namin mcdo ngaun.haha sya ung binebenta namin pag kailangan namin ng gagawa ng projects at masarap maovernyt sa kanila. madaming foods..haha sometimes iyakin at masungit pero she's really a true friend di ka nya ilalaglag ever.

THEA: she's the devil incarnate!haha joke.. my soulmate! she's the ate in our group.. i would not be a better person without her.. naks..haha takot ako sa kanya dahil pag my katangahan akong ginawa.. sigurado malaking gulo.haha kudos to all the cutting classes and til now minsan nagcu2t pa din kami sa work..haha pag kaming 2 magkasama everything seems possible. at hanggang ngaun di pa din namin alam ung plan ni lord para sa amin.hehe

ETHEL: my kababayan at sobrang bait.. she's the sweet girl in the group.. she always had a smile for everyone.. kailangan ng neutralizer kaya nanjan sya.haha

ANNA: ang crush ng bayan..she looks like an angel pero bago un.. nagevolve din sya, sabi nga ni xy nung hindi pa namin sya friend mas maganda pa daw ung paa nya..haha at bakla sya sa totoong buhay. pinakakuripot na tao sa balat ng lupa. favorite nya mag invisible mode. unlang masasabi ko..haha

we hardly see each other ngaung mga panahon na to.. but i know time and space can't come beetween us. at isa lang masasabi ko: SCREW WORK!

shy type pa ko jan. :)

Happy Mother's Day!

it's always been a wonder to me how this woman can do everything in just a blink of an eye.. how she manage anything like it was just a simple task.. but in fact its very complicated things. she's not a magician but sometimes i really think she's one. she's not a superhero but she's always there when i needed her. she's not my friend but she knows the real me. our's wasn't an ideal relationship, we always fight.. (anything basta napagtripan kong inisin sya!) but amidst all that, she's still that one person i know i can come home to when everything else in my world turns upside down. it's not everyday that i can make a blog entry for this very special woman.. and it's not everyday i can say how lucky i am to have such great mom. =)

HOMESICKED

it's been a week since we had this vacation to puerto galera but up to this date we still have a hangover in that place.. and surprised, surprised!! we're definetly coming back.. sooner than i expected.. parang ang dami lang naming pera.. (but actually wala na!)hehe they said that when you are in BORA wala ka pang one day na nakauwi in manila nahohomesick ka na.. pero kami.. homesick na din.. at puerto galera palang un ah.. basta can't explain the feeling but there's something in that place that you want to come back for more..

just arrived and we're all going static!

THE SUNSET: GALERA VERSION

i'm not a nature lover type of person.. pero naapreciate ko talaga ang madramang sunset dito..

LAST DAY ON THE BEACH

last day na.. at ang lungkot pala nun..

TIP: pag nasa batangas vicinity ka.. wag kang maghahanap ng GOTO sa mga food stalls dun.. you will never know kung ano iseserve nila sa table nyo!

batangas version of GOTO.. hmmnn yummy ba?haha

eto siguro KICKER kung baket gusto namen bumalik agad soon..hehe

no more drama days (^_^) muna

we're going somewhere! excited na ko.. this was the first time i'm going away far from my comfort zone. =) suddenly there's something i look forward to everyday.. out muna lahat ng kadramahan sa buhay.. and i'm focusing sa pagmamaganda ko kung san lupalop man kami makarating.hehe ang black and white na buhay bigla nagkaroon ng kulay! (parang sinabawang gulay.ahaha) kinabahan pa ko the other night kasi bigla naasar ko si TIN and i thought di na kami matutuloy.. buti nalang konting drama lang sya.. 1 hour lang kasi sya umiyak. and i can say we're all set on this trip..hihii

depression? 101.

so someone's just broke your heart.. or stress out ka na sa work place mu.. o kaya nmn mas malalim na reason.. di ka makapagshopping! but you still don't know what's got into you.. here's some things you feel and subconsciously doing ('till it turns out to be a habbit) when you think you're not depressed but actually.. you are!

• you're not hungry- wala ka naman kinain the whole day.. (ok.. nagtry ka kumain ng buto ng kalabasa.) but the real food? zero intake ka.. because ang pait lang ng panlasa mo.. para kang kumain ng ampalayang hindi luto.. kahit ang sangkatutak na syrup sa pancake mo.. hindi mo malasahan.
• shopping galore! - suddenly you feel the need to shop.. kahit anu bibilin mu at kahit maubos ung sweldo mu ng last cut-off ok lang sayo..
• busy- ang busy mu na bigla. di ka pwede sa kahit saan kasi my gagawin ka ngaun, mamya at sa mga susunod na araw.. pero wala naman talaga! gusto mo lang umuwi agad sa bahay nyo para umiyak o kaya naman mag-isip kung bakit ganito ang buhay mo!
• war freak- alam mo sa sarili mo na peace loving citizen ka.. pero for some unknown reason gusto mong awayin lahat ng tao sa paligid mo.. kahit ung madadal na katabi mo sa mrt na wala naman ginagawa sau, gusto mong pasakan ng kahit ano para tumigil lang sya sa pagsasalita.
• cry baby- napakaiyakin mo lang.. kahit ano iniiyakan mo.. basta nakakarelate ka.. iiyak ka.. mandadamay ka pa ng mga friends.. kaya bigla lahat kayo sa bahay.. puro nega na. =)
• snow queen- wala ng appeal sayo lahat ng lalake mo sa buhay.. dahil ang tingin mo yata sa kanila lahat sila asshole. ung isa lagi sinasabi sayo na miss ka na.. pero di mo masabihan ng i miss you too.. dahil feeling mo napakapait ng salitang un.. sasabihin mo lang: "ganun ba?" hanggang mabwisit na sya sau at maglaho sya ng parang bula. ung isa naman.. napakatagal mo ng admirer.. diring diri ka lang sa mga text nya.. na gusto mo na magpalit ng number right there and then. meron naman.. crush mu from way back then na bigla nagresurface at pinapansin ka nya na ngaun! dapat ang saya mo na sana pero hindi mo mafeel.. dahil tamad na tamad ka lang katext sya at mas nasasarapan ka pa na maglaro ng psp. at crush mu na naman dati.. sa chat naman ang communication nyo.. close naman kayo infairness pero di mo lang maintindihan sa sarili mo kung bakit tuwing magsign-in ka.. invisible mode ka pag alam mong online sya. =) tapos madedepress ka kung bakit wala kang boylet.. at maniniwala ka na meron pala talagang karma dahil ang sama mo.haha
• hobby- ang dami mo lang bagong hobby.. bigla gusto mo basahin lahat.. kahit (Holy Bible.) magmula sa self help book hanggang sa mga manga serye. lahat binabasa mo. tapos mo ng basahin uulitin mo pa din. mahilig ka na din maglaro ng mga rpg.. at ang favorite mong laruin ung mamamatay lahat ng kalaban mo.. walang appeal sau ang mga pambatang games.. basta ganun lang dapat ang theme.. patayan.. =)
• techie- bigla techie ka na! lahat ng bagong gadget dapat meron ka.. ang hilig mo lang maginternet.. pero nakatingin ka lang naman sa screen... papaturo ka sa friend mo na magaling magtanggal ng virus sa pc.. at tatanggalin nyo un ng manual.. meaning walang gamit n anti-virus software. =) tapos magiging masaya ka na for a while kasi my naaccomplish kang alam mong hindi kaya ng mga taong dahilan ng depression mo..
• papansin- alam mong mejo ok ka na.. (or so you taught..) pati lahat ng tao ang akala ang saya mu na ulit.. bigla close na kau ng kinakaasaran mo dati.. new hairstyle ka pa nga eh.. gagawa ka ngaun ng entry sa blog.. tulad nito.