FREAKY then stupid me.. =)

i love going to malls.. anyway.. who didn't? =) it's just occur to me (kanina lang) that although i love going to my self proclaimed fave past time spot there are certain things that i find scary, amusing and stupid at the same time.

• i'm afraid to salespeople - it's just that i feel uncomfortable when they start blabbering about their products and i have this feeling na pag napagod sila sa kakasalita they will get mad at me pag hindi ako bumili sa kanila!haha
• i'm afraid to credit card agents- they are the ones na sasabihin sau na nakasuot ka daw ng color of the day nila (kahit napakaliit na kulay lang nmn talaga un sa whole outfit mo) at uubusin ang oras mo sa kung anu-anung freebies daw na ibibigay nila sau given na may credit card ka! which of course, the one thing i don't have! so nasayang ang precious time ko.. at ang boses nila.. =)
• i'm afraid to use the cubicles in their comfort rooms- when i was a little younger.. hindi talaga ako pumapasok sa mga public CRs.. maarte ako eh.haha ayos lang sa akin kahit magka-UTI ako.. pipigilin ko any call of nature basta wag lang ako pumasok sa mga public restrooms. i don't know kung katamaran ba un o kaartehan. maybe both!haha pero improving na ako ngaun.. pumapasok na ko sa loob ng CR para magsalamin at magretouch.. but i can only pee sa CR ng mga sinehan.. i don't know what's the explanation...pero magastos..grabe!=)
• i'm afraid to escalators - one of my stupidity..hehe ewan ko ba.. hindi ako makasakay at makababa sa esalator na hindi tumitingin sa bawat steps. coz i have this feeling na when i ride through them.. feeling ko ba maiipit ung mga paa ko and worst.. mahuhulog ako! tanga talaga!haha
• i'm afraid to elecronic sensors- eto ung pag lumalabas ka ng store magbee-beep pag may ninenok ka! i've notice kanina when i was about to go out sa powerbooks.. i'm holding my breath kasi feeling ko tutunog yun.. and God knows what will happen to me pag napagbintangan akong nagsho-shoplift..pero really, i didn't steal anything.. paranoid lang talaga ako!haha i do admit i have my fair share of kalokohan.. way back.. (once upon a time..) at wala nmn nakahuli sa akin at nagbagong buhay na ako.. promise!=) basta lang.. hindi lang ako makahinga pag dumadaan ako sa mga ganun..hehe

i'm thinking kung my nakalimutan pa akong 'scary things' pag nasa malls ako.. but for now yan muna..

i know i'm being stupid feeling all of this lalo na sa malls na parang 2nd home ko na!haha pero ganun yata talaga.. admit it or not.. may katangahan taung lahat paminsan minsan.. and as for me.. i will always be stupid .. and a pretty stupid fo a record! naks!haha at pag my nagawa akong another stupidity..i just laugh at myself.. anyway.. i'm the only one who knew.. na 'ooops.. i did it agai!n!' haha

thief for a day

i never taught na mahirap pala ang trabaho ng mga akyat bahay gang.. at hindi nila ako tatanggapin dahil ang bagal kong magbukas ng sirang door knob..haha
i assumed that this was just an ordinary day until ava got stuck up sa banyo namin at akala namin we will wait for a couple of hours para mabuksan ung pinto dahil unfortunately si anjo (her brother) lang ang nakakabukas nun! luckily(?) si gab (na isa pang housemate sa bahay ni kuya) ay nakulong din the other day at napanood ko kung pano binuksan ni anjo ang pinto.. but it never occured to me that i will be able to try that trick dahil sa palagay ko.. hindi ko un kayang gawin. but since we have no choice dahil papasok ako kanina at hindi ko naman pwedeng iwan si ava na nakakulong sa banyo.. ngtry na din ako.. at kahit matagal at maingay ang pagbubukas ko ng pinto.. at least we made it! but unfortunately for me i'm late for work (anyway, what's new?)hahaha

conclusion

don't under estimate the thieves.. because it really need a special talent na makapagnakaw within 3 minutes na walang nakakakita at nakakarinig..haha

and

practice makes perfect!hahaha

mood swing

i sometimes wonder just how many people had the chance to do whatever they like or had an interest doing such things they need to do?

and unfortunately I AM NOT ONE OF THEM!

since i enter college and took up engineering.. that's when i know.. i'm destined to be doomed! well (unfortunately again) i finished it on time amidst all the tears and fears and the cheating and cutting classes.. bonus pa.. i have a license! na up to this time i still can't believe it na meron nga talaga ako.. na para bang everything is falling into their right places.. but actually.. they're not! i have this feeling that i don't really belong here.. dahil hangang ngaun hindi ko pa din naapreaciate kung anu ba magagawa ng frequency and bandwidth sa buhay ko.. (well except of course na my sahod ako every fifteen days because of them..haha) but really i just don't get it!

i just want to be a cashier.. (haha.. stupid dreams!) anyway.. that's what i like.. a job na may kinalaman sa pera at pagkakaperahan.. (ok.. mukha na akong pera! so what?haha) at least makakarelate ako... and i will absolutely know kung ano ba magagawa ng pera sa buhay ko..=)
o kaya naman taga tupi ng towels ( sa another country syempre).. at least i won't be here in front of computer at 4:00 am researching anything about broadcasting.

ok..ok.. i can't do anything about all this things right now.. i'm an engineer (and not some kind of a cashier) and i have a job far from what i really like most.. but eventually.. and in fairness naman.. my job was -err - is far from being a complicated one.. except of course to some technical part.. and to some awkward moment na i look stupid in front of my boss..hehe i'm having a second tought.. and i admit i'm pretty stupid most of the times and especially for thinking that i had the worst job ever.. because really.. IT'S NOT! i just hope that i will come to my senses SOON! and i won't do anything that i will regret... err.. i really hope so.. =)

Amusement Park Mania

i don't know what Christmas season brings and everyone are going gaga over carnivals! and it doesn't spare me either. being one of those people whose searching for some breathtaking carnival rides which can make my insides go churning..

there goes the ever classic enchanted kingdom. pero parang wala nmng epekto ung mga rides dun.. we just go there for the sake of quality time with friends which we haven't seen for quite sometime and breaking away from the city even for a short period of time.

then recently we went to global fun carnival.. at kahit hndi ganun kafriendly ang mga tao dun because we had a hard time taking our own pictures dahil pahirapan makisuyo magpapictures sa kanila at konti ang rides na pwedeng sakyan.. well i can say ok nmn ang iilang mga rides dun. ung feeling na lalabas na ung gusto mong isuka.. hahaha gross! and i also learned that aside from choclates, riding sa nakakamatay na rides can somehow help you forget your broken heart. believe me.. wala ka talaga maiisip pag nakasakay ka na dun kundi bumaba.hahaha

i'm just wondering what are those people thinking when they invented those rides.. are they bored? or they just want to have fun? or are they brokenhearted too? but whatever their reasons are. thanks to them anyway.. and i'm looking forward in another carnival rides na mamamatay ako sa takot..hehe

7 years of bad luck

i just broke our mirror.. and as the old saying goes.. once you break a glass it means that it's 7 years of bad luck! 7 years! grabe.. 22? (^_^) na ko ngaun.. it means 29 na ko pag nawala ung bad luck? i wonder what else will happen to me when i feel that i already had my share of misfortune and misadventure. Being an optimistic once..i just want to look at the other side of this picture.. maybe that was the end of whatever curse(?) i'm experiencing now.haha anyway... maybe it's better not to think about it and let the fate take it's course... and before i forgot.. punta pala akong divisoria ngaun.. bibili ako ng salamin..